Well guess all have grown up liao le not like a kid anymore ba all of them dun need me care le ba she maybe have some gd ppl chasing her or bf le ba and mel seeing her blog got so many ppl care but keep on bluff herself that she is alone in this world and living in her own world of sadness which is not true, while ppl are caring for her . Then still got the other her that has a bf le living happily lolz =.= guess well felt kinda being left out found out that i am a jig saw puzzle that is able to find in even though with some trimming i manage to get in place but the jiggered edges still there i am still not a part of and picture. Used to think that i will try my best to fit in but the truth is i am not able to do it and i am lying to myself. I used to be that mel did care but guess not bah. she always say she did but always turn out to be that i am the one getting hurt maybe i am of no importance to any ppl wounder if i am gone would some1 cry for me ?? or if i fall will ppl feel pain for me ? guess no ba used to being alone. maybe will break down for good soon ba duno how much more of the heartaches i can take going on like thing maybe i will just fall one day or maybe i shuld disappear will that make a difference ? guess if i am gone ppl might just find a piece of puzzle pieces that actually and fit it in that's all nothing will change i guess maybe the new piece of puzzle will fit in more than i am , i will be gone without ppl knowing at all well i am not good to fit in anyway not good at anything not even to console ppl advices and ideas i give seemed to be extras as if i never said that before . guess the story of my like is like tt i have to get used to it ..........

Just a lonely boy in a lonely world, would you bring me home ?

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